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Arizona Dreamin'
This last month has been a whirlwind to say the least!
~JasperKole (https://www.deviantart.com/jasperkole) :iconzombitz: and I peaced out of Utah at long last the last week of September, and everything that needed to get done got done quite smoothly. It seems like all of my fears and reservations were for not, which is a really nice feeling! We're still sorting through boxes and letting go of quite a lot of stuff that we don't need or have room for and just really taking our time to get settled. So far, this move has been the absolute best thing we've done for ourselves in a long time! I love our apartment, and adore our new town (which has anything, seriously, that you could
I Can Never Think of Good Journal Titles
Yeah....
So I'm doing a little better than I was in my last couple of journals. I slid into another quite deep little pit o' darkness not long after my last update. I've been feeling stuck and useless, especially since I haven't been able to find any kind of work since moving to this stupid town in the first place. My lease is coming to an end shortly, and I know in my last journal I was freaking out a little bit about not having somewhere to go. Things are working out now though. Slowly but surely, they are starting to finally move along.
:bulletred: I woke up one morning a couple of weeks ago and decided I hated the way I looked. I've bee
Yeesh
Three months down the line from my little freakout moment and I can say things have....steadied. Considerably.
I'm still under a great deal of stress as our lease is coming to an end here in a couple of short months, and frankly, I have no fucking clue where we're going to go. We can't stay here because of the new management company that just bought out the building, and besides, this town is fucked. I sincerely believe it's partially to blame for my sudden down slope into another depression hole. I wasn't a huge fan to begin with, but we had to move here out of necessity (have you seen the rent prices in Utah? Holy shit dude.). There's just
I Dunno
Advisory: This is mostly going to be vomity emotional bullshit. Sorry not sorry.
My haven't been able to shake this funk I'm in and its been hanging around quite a long time now. I don't know how to fix it, I have no health insurance for a therapist, and talking about it just seems to stress and scare my friends and family. The last thing I want is a bunch of attention fixed on me either. Counter intuitive I guess.
I panic quit the spring semester at school in February. I got overwhelmed, couldn't catch up and then just...quit. I was relieved for maybe a week and then the guilt over it started. I felt horrible because I still haven't been a
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